I don't know weather it's the lack of confidence; thinking my art isn't good enough. Or if I'm just impatient; knowing this is finishing off to be the >First< year in Art. [started Aug. 07] Thing is; I rely on Art to be my everything, yet I'm not working at it like it IS! School sometimes isn't for all... including Me. This year i failed Alg2 b/c I was in Art Class With Miss. Breeden everyday & w/ every chance i had during school hours. Taking Lunch out and she'd take some of her lunch to help and suggest improvements on my art. [the best teacher I have ever had] She was the one to tell me keep going. And if i ever said anything negative about my project she'd ask what it was that i didn't like. and took it piece by piece until it was how i wanted it. Only one project didn't come out how i wanted it. it was the only project to not make into the art show. i was so disappointed b/c I was thinking it up in my head as something gorgeous.. but got carried away and ended up over doing it.

Other wise; I taught myself photography. Julie Cerise and Lara Jade inspired me. Yet haven't got the balls to make a date for people so come over to the boonies [ware i live] in Vintage clothes, and Abandoned house's so i can take pic's. Yet all my friends would so do it. but what am i to do with Hanover wind.. And my small Sony Cyber-Shot 7.2 MP that's has been dropped 10 times in the past 2 years. Yes it did all the photo's in my Gallery. I'm not all big in money; i do Senior pic's for free [they'd just pay 25 cents to get them] It's just a Camera is a big deal to me. But hey October is my 18 b-day.. i guess we'll see. [it's all I've asked for since i turned 17]


I wish I had a "Dear Abby".. Want to be mine?
Any thoughts are welcome.

-Emily